Do you struggle to trust God to provide for your needs?
Do you worry you won't have what you think you need if you leave it all to God?
It's probably safe to say that we all struggle with this at least sometimes. We're human and we don't always trust God perfectly. It's hard.
I've been reading in John 6 recently and as I did, I was struck by the way provision from God was portrayed.
This chapter starts with the familiar story of Jesus feeding the 5,000 with five loaves and two fish. We talk lots about how the small amount of food miraculously fed everyone.
But, I was struck by the words of verse 13 this time:
"So they gathered up the pieces and filled twelve baskets with the pieces left from the five barley loaves."
Not only were all the people fed and satisfied, but there was an abundance of leftovers. Jesus didn't provide just enough barely for people to not be hungry. Everyone had their fill and there were still leftovers.
A little later in the same chapter, Jesus says these words:
"I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to Me will never be hungry and whoever believes in Me will never be thirsty." (verse 35)
In these words, Jesus is offering to satisfy all the needs of the people; they just have to trust Him.
It all sounds so simple, but it's so much more difficult to live.
Why do we struggle with this?
I think it comes down to what we're looking for. We often have a pre-decided picture of what we need. We're looking only for that, and, in doing so, we miss out on everything else God may be doing to provide.
The disciples in the feeding of the 5,000 almost did. They saw only the cost of feeding everyone (verse 7) and the meager offering available (verse 9). The situation seemed impossible for them to solve. Their solution was to send the people away to find food for themselves.
But, Jesus had a different plan in mind. Jesus revealed God as the One who provides for our needs in abundance. But, the disciples had to look beyond what they expected to see it. They had to be willing to see differently.
I wonder if we need to be willing to hold our idea of what God's provision looks like with open hands. If we need to be willing to see God's abundant provision outside what we think it should look like.
Where do you need God to provide?
Are you struggling to trust Him?
Have you pre-decided what God's provision has to look like?
Are you willing to let that go?
How can you practice being open to God's provision looking different than you thought it would?
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